(I been posting Niveus's journal entries on our guild site for a while. I figured I would post em here too...just little things he writes down XD)
*From the pen of the elf also known as Shadow, Creepy, Silly, Elf, Mint, Mintshade, and any other thing. Judging from the penmanship, it seems many different people write in this journal and seem to take over mid-paragraph at that*
A journal....what an idea. Seems a bit odd that one would write things down on such a flimsy substance. Why not use rock? Rock is far too difficult to etch, therefore one would be inclined to write less. That would not be a good thing, as important information could be left out. Bah, less to write means less time is taken up. Whatever, suuposed to be writing about things that are going on so maybe I won't forget.
In reality, I do not know WHAT I should be writing down, for I believe that I remember far too much. Why would I want to remember more? I suppose though, I should have started this earlier, for I seem to have suffered from a hole in my memory. A hole in my memory and....a hole in my very soul, I am told. Shinkuu, my good saris friend, has informed me that I went through some ritual to save a dragon that I loved. Love? A dragon?
Love, I could not possibly even feel that emotion correctly, considering how my mind is. To say that it was with a DRAGON though? That is beyond insane, even for me, and that is saying a lot. I trust my saris friend though, so I suppose it must be the truth.
Where is this phantom love now? If she loves me, would she not have shown herself to me by now? Would that ease this crushing emptiness and infernal hunger that seems to consume my being? ................hunger...always hunger...