Oh where to begin... where to begin...
I am grateful for the efforts that Yuusake and others have made on this charter. I appreciate the time and thought that has gone into it. I had hoped to be able to take a more active role in its shaping and only step from my position once it was fully ready. But there was no way possible that my nerves could handle another meeting, let alone the whole process of coming up with a charter.
I'm afraid there is no delicate way to say what I need to...
This is not at all what I intended.
I wanted a simple charter that outlined the basic responsibilities of each team lead, what each team did, and I wanted my job defined. What I'm seeing is a whole new community movement basically, which is fine, but I don't understand why so many processes and positions must be changed.
Somehow my job and Frith-Rae's got jumbled together, and small parts of my job disappeared and others were basically just handed out to the masses.
I don't understand why we have to redefine the whole voting process, which was worked out by myself, Frith-Rae, and even Pharcellus in an indirect sort of way.
I don't understand why we need a whole new wheel.
Don't get me wrong. I support what's happening, especially if it's what the community wants. I guess it's just part of my warped PTSD perception or something, but what I'm seeing isn't a continuity of what we were doing, it's a whole new structure.
Oh, and I agree with Leannae. The people that want to be involved should be the ones that are given the right to vote. Sometimes that doesn't mean the guild master. I'm the only one from Refiner's who regularly attends the meetings and I don't pretend to vote for the rest. The one other time we had someone there, he wanted to just vote with me, so I abstained from all votes.