Perhaps I'm blowing this out of proportion, being somewhat impatient and easily frustrated by nature. But simply put, dragon casters are ducks - we don't do enough damage in melee to be fighters, our healing simply doesn't make the cut to be a support class, and our spells certainly aren't hitting hard enough to solely rely on spells as a typical magus/caster type would. So what are we?
If this is indeed working as intended you could probably stop reading here, as only unintelligible rant-gibberish follows.
Our spell repertoire is limited to begin with, which I could deal with if the spells were a bit more powerful - even with all my training points placed in caster stats, power, focus and primal, I can all but two-shot a mob my level with Gold rage and silver strike - why? Yet my Prime Bolt can only, at best, take about a 12th of their hp - my AoE's being less of course.
From a lore perspective, Primal Magic is the essence of the Realm of the Prime, i.e. Istaria, right? So if it's the very life-force of the world...why does it pale in comparison to humanoid magic both in scope and effectiveness? Yes, yes, the humans and their fondness for magic have led them to great discoveries - but thinking further, wasn't it we dragons who took the place of the gods when they died during the age of the dragons? I'm not saying we should be better - I'm saying we should be equal yes?
Perhaps things will change as I'm able to get more techs applied to my spells - at the time of this post I'm level 35 adv/craft and only able to apply one tech to my spells - still crafting in the t2 spectrum. But the way things are going - it looks like a snowball's chance, if you know what I mean.
Leveling as a draconic caster seems a test of two things - timing your heals and kiting. I routinely get the tar beat out of me even when I face a mob 2-3 levels below me one on one. it's a rare occasion I see a spell hit for more then 80pts, and I frequently have to use refreshing breeze because, despite my high focus score - my other breeze spells can't keep up with the damage I'm taking - I'm lucky if they break even.
Allocating stats is a nightmare - since noone knows exactly what many of the skills do. If it's a case of RTFM, so be it, but first - would you kindly show me where the manual is? Seriously, after reading the in-game tutorial and speaking with older dragons I still can't get a definitive answer from either. So here's my understanding, PLEASE correct me if I'm wrong.
Focus - Determines spell accuracy, serves as +healing, slightly increases +magicward
Power - Determines spell damage
Primal - Serves as a skill check for spell scribing/use
Primal is the thing I'm most confused on - apparently it gives more spell damage then power and increases accuracy more then focus? Pardon my french but wtf? Why even bother making those other stats if primal just does it all?
Yes, it might be easier going as a melee/lunus type - hell, even their RoP is considered easier. But I decided to play helian for a few reasons, the challenge, my character concept and their school of thought. I can certainly say I got the challenge in heaps and gobs, but there's a point in my eyes where its challenging and when it rings like a broken bell.
For all of those who are helian and did the climb to ancient 5 miles both ways in the snow during typhoon season I sincerely congratulate you - I now have a better idea of what you guys went through to get there and this is by no means my attempt to bash or belittle your accomplishments. It's just a series of annoyances that I wish to vent.
/rant