[[Greetings, ladies, gentlemen and anything in between! I have recently been looking at a few of the commonly updated journals on this section and thought two things to my self;
My boy - you are lazy. You enjoy writing long paragraphs for your own amusement aswell as the amusement of others. So why not make an entire thread dedicated to jamming your character's personal events down the throat of people whom where there anyway!
All joking aside; I enjoy making these in character journals. I will do my best to make this unique, yet enjoyable for all of you. IF you have any problems, throw me a PM!]]
[[A/N ; If a page is incomplete / empty (such as this one) it is because I am in the process of adding more or editing. Do take note that this is all ICly discoverable, and a day-to-day retelling of events.]]
*A stone tablet lays within the damp, warm cavern that Fixszorx calls his second home. This crude piece of cut stone seems to have been chisled into quiet efficiantly. *
I have recently discovered the urge to document the recent happenings in my life, I wish I could show this side of myself a bit more often - but I seem to have a problem with that...I am strange, aren't I? What am I - but just a thick scaled hatchling...or am I a bit more unique? Well I am unique in one way - I cannot help but act like a fool infront of others. I just feel my more childish persona take over when I am amongst everyone. I suppose that makes me smart! I suppose I could show a bit more vocabulary...perhaps. Perhaps not. I am beginning to get the feeling my presance and persistance is not helping the others. Perhaps I should stop using elipses! They hurt my claws.
As I was saying - there have been undesirable happenings lately. While I am pleased that I now have Riphesh , my new 'parent' Starstilanxs and even my new 'brother' Githinji. Was that his name? I don't quiet remember. Well, there was a recent conflict within the clearing. I was shocked enough to awaken from my nap to find them, aswell as two others – one of which I identified as Romirez - in a battle. It was irritating…I do not see why adults should just pick fights like this in public! Can’t they just sit and discuss this? Violence doesn’t help one better a situation…even if they did hurt someone close to you. They hurt someone close to me…Riphesh. How could someone want to hunt him down? Just because they despise his mother? That is what I heard. What creature could be low enough to hunt down an innocent young drake and slaughter him for his mother’s wrong doings? Naka. I have no doubt in that. I was very accepting of them…and in some cases, I still am. But why? Why would they just go around doing this? Are they really that vengeful and bloodthirsty? I am sick. Just carving this into this slab makes my belly hurt. Are they all the same? Was Lunus correct? I have been debating this lately. I will eventually have to pick my sides, but who? They both sound so troublesome, and I dislike war. But I do love hitting things! Speaking of hitting things, I have chosen to slow my physical training down to a near halt for the my preparation for the Rites. I have been cosentraiting more on finishing tasks for my tutors and have been buzzing about quiet a bit! Hopefully I won’t be too far once I am done. Then I will be big! And I shall set a shadow over Istaria as my cute belly blots out the sun!
Well then. Seeing as I am just talking – er, writing – to myself, I have been thinking about love. How conflicted I feel! Oh how conflicted. Am I too young to love? To feel attached to another? Because I do. I don’t want to give it away yet. But they know how I feel and they return that love! Oh how I wish I could be with them far more. I really feel like it is all well. I love them. Love love love love love!
I suppose that’s about it. I think I shall sign this!
Fixszorx~
*The bottom of the slab of stone has a nice ,big bite taken from it.*