I doubt many remember me, I stopped logging in several years ago hoping to return someday with the same fervor I started with.
But there was always something else to do. Somewhere else to be. I'll never forget my time here or the wonderful people on Order I've met and grown with both as a player and an RPer and maybe that's why it's so hard to let go.

After many years of paying many subs, I realize now that it is utterly ridiculous to pay for a game I do not play and have not played since who knows when... all for the sake of losing time in lair building. There are more pressing financial things going on in my life and I can't justify "I'll come back tomorrow" to myself anymore.
Most of my plots/lairs have been broken down and sold, just working on the last few. As much as I'd love to come back and re live "glory days", I've moved on long ago and it's time to stop lying to myself. Starting today.